So As I Promised, Here Is A Merlin Fiction To Get Over My Feels For The End Of The Show.
Here is the first chapter. I'm Happy with it!!! Finally!!
P.S As Always these pictures are not mine but from amazing talented people from DeviantART
Summery: Merlin comes back with his King and Gwaine, but this life must come with a price. Merlin knows this all he has asked is for is time. Time so that he can make sure Arthur is safe. But as the time draws to a close Merlin must say goodbye to Arthur and Arthur must let him go.
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Chapter 1
The king turned to his best friend and his
eyes sparkled, ‘Its all thanks to Merlin.’
‘I knew he would save you, his gifts
wouldn’t allow him not to.’ she beamed at him, but Merlin looked dumbstruck as
Arthur cried “You knew?”
‘She guessed,’ Gaius said finally joining
the party who were welcoming the survivors.
Percival checked Gwaine over thoroughly.
“Your okay? I thought Morgana had….” He
trailed off remembering the sound of his friend’s screams.
‘Merlin helped me.’ All of the knights
looked at one another, and Arthur said slowly, ‘Merlin, you know you are going
to have to tell them sometime.’ Merlin looked at his King and nodded, but still
he hadn’t said a word. “Are you alright?”
Merlin nodded again with more force and
swallowed, saying, “I’m just tired.”
“Merlin you’re going to have to tell me
everything that happened, but first bed.” Merlin looked at his mentor and
relief and gratitude filed his eyes. Arthur saw this and understood
immediately.
“Right, Merlin your going with Gaius and
come and join us in the great hall when your ready, I’ve got a few changes to
make and I need you to be there.”
Merlin sat there on his horse letting the
fact that he had safely returned Arthur and Gwaine back home. He couldn’t seem
to muster the energy to swing his legs off the horse and join the others. He
knew he should be putting the horses away, but Arthur had already given them to
another servant who was patiently waiting for Merlin’s mare. Arthur wanted
changes and he knew what they were. Arthur had accepted magic, and more
importantly accepted him for who he really was Emyrus, the greatest Warlock in
Albion. He was happy, ecstatic even, his destiny was fulfilled he hadn’t failed
Arthur. However the weight of the sacrifice given to bring back the lives of
his two best friends from the brink of death had exhausted him, and the shadow
of the ice cold voice still lingered in Merlin’s head.
He felt a tug on his hand as Gwaine tried
to get his attention, the rest of the knights were staring at him as well,
“Huh?” he asked stupidly.
The king smiled cheekily at him, “You
coming, idiot?”
Merlin finally pulled himself together and leapt
off the horse. He steadied himself on Gwaine’s resurging arm, which was wrapped
securely around his waist. He gave his friend a thankful smile and started
forward with the rest. That’s when it happened, his vision tunneled and a blood
rushed to his ears, his knees gave out and he crumpled to the floor.
Arthur had been watching Merlin carefully,
ever since he had pored more magic from himself, reviving Gwaine. It had been
beautiful and mysterious, but Merlin had been tired and Arthur had seen his
best friend become paler as they had rode back to the citadel. However his
worries had fled as his arms were wrapped around his wife and Merlin’s mentor
had come on to the scene, there was nothing Gaius couldn’t fix. Merlin would
become his advisor and be rewarded for the loyalty and friendship he had given
Arthur over the last ten years. As he watched Merlin swing of his horse and
into Gwaine’s awaiting arms he turned and followed his wife until he heard the
unmistakable sounds of someone collapsing. He was instantly at Merlin’s side
calling his name as the colour drained from Gwaine’s face. They locked eyes
over Merlin’s still form and Arthur saw that he had just come to the same
conclusion he had.
Merlin heard the whispers from far away.
“Something is wrong.” He instantly
recognised the tight worry in the man’s voice it was Gwaine.
“Gaius just said he was tiered, he used a
lot of magic to bring us back.”
“Arthur, Merlin barely said a word when we
rode back to Camelot. Are you sure there wasn’t a price to pay for bring people
back from the edge of death? I believe you heard the voice just like I did.”
Gwaine said angrily.
There was silence for a long time as both
realised that maybe there was more secrets Merlin had kept from them. The man
listening finally felt himself slip back into consciousness just as Arthur
whispered, “You know I’ll always look after him, I always have, and this won’t
change anything. In fact making him courts sorcerer was no he never left my
side.”
A snort came from Gwaine, “you mean he has
always looked after you?”
“It’s my time to look after him, we know
now everything he has done for me, for you and for the kingdom. Now it’s our
turn to make Merlin feel safe. Gwaine there is no one left Morgana’s gone, were
at peace, Albion is united.”
Arthur strongly believed that peace had
descended. He had quickly met with the round table, not wanting to leave
Merlin’s side for too long, incase he woke to find his friend not next to him.
Merlin hadn’t woken for nearly three days and worry was starting to seep into
Arthur. He could feel it emanating from Gwaine as they watched their friend
sleep, breathing evenly under the mountain of blankets Gwen had provided for
him. Gaius said that he was just tired, and needed rest, however the question
that kept ringing in his head was what the cold voice had meant. It had
whispered and he had heard as he floating in the darkness. I give them life, but all given life must come with a price. And the
price must be paid young warlock.
Arthur had come
back to consciousness with a start to find Merlin sobbing. He had soothed his
best friend and that’s when Arthur had seen Gwaine’s still form in the clearing
with them. Merlin had used magic to heal him, but he was so pale as he
staggered to his horse to ride back to Camelot. Arthur and Gwaine had felt
fine, great in fact, the soreness had vanished and he felt refreshed and alive.
They had kept riding; Arthur wanted to see his kingdom and more importantly his
wife. He hadn’t noticed his best friend exhausted body struggling to stay on
the saddle. He sighed feeling once again like the selfish prince who had first
met Merlin all those years ago. Then Merlin stirred and Arthur was thrown back
to the presence as Gwaine bounded to the edge of the bed with Arthur close at
his heels.
Merlin opened his eyes. His vision was
blurry and his body felt heavy. The first thing that he realised was that the
room was not his own. It was far too grand and the four-poster bed he lay in
was beautiful. The second thing he saw were his best friends peering down at
him, worry etched on their faces.
“Are you okay?” He crocked barley able to
get past the dryness in his throat; he coughed and gasped in pain. Arthur was
instantly at his side soothing him.
“What’s wrong?” he asked agitated. Merlin
hid the pain well; he had learnt how to since the moment he had become Arthur’s
protector. So he smiled and asked for water. He knew what he was doing when he
had given his life to his King and his best friend. He had asked for time, time
to make sure that there were no more threats to Arthur, that he and his queen
were truly safe. But with this time came pain, the sacrifice would not be quick,
but drawn out. Merlin knew he was willing to give anything just for sometime
with his King, but Arthur couldn’t know, couldn’t be told until the last
moment. The truth would crush him, and no one hurt his King, especially not
Merlin, he was the savior and the comforter, not the other way around and
Merlin would make sure of that. So as the glass of water was pressed to his
lips and he looked into his King’s eyes and saw the worry still rooted there,
he swore to himself that he would take that away no matter what the price was.
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